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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
4:27 pm - Wow
So yeah, since the computer no longer rules my life I've not checked this in a while and have now come to this amazing conclusion...










































There is still a lot of drama in the world.




No I mean it, I was reading through some peeps posts, y'all need to become Alcoholics. I hate to say it but the life of an Alcoholic is great, I speak from experience. Everytime the drama starts or the depression starts, I drink. Then I get tired and go to sleep. Wake up and if the problem isn't solved, it's usually easier to ignore. That's Ryan's words of wisdom for this month. :-)

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Sunday, September 5th, 2004
7:09 pm - I wonder...
Well, it looks like I'm gonna be forced to start writing in this damned thing again. Gawds, so anyway, how to catch up on the last few years of my life. Graduation, Moved/Kicked out. Band moving up in town, Chita interviews us on KLPX live! Yeah baby! September 11th, Taylor and I signed up for the draft, Happy Birthday man. Get dropped from college, can't afford it. Washing dishes at the Villa. One psycho girlfriend, one not a girlfriend, and one really good friend who became a girlfriend. Join the air force. 19th birthday within sight of the hospital I was born in marching and doin pushups. Go to the police academy. Hurt myself, sit on medical hold for three months, get engaged to the last girlfriend. Meet another girl, decide marriage is not the best option at the time. They threaten to kick me out or train and risk getting hurt again. Make it through training, barely... Meet another girl on the way to Cannon, America's Taint. Gawds, too many girls. Two months of good, she, best friend and brother almost die in a car accident. Chili Peppers, 20th birthday. Party, she cheats. We fight, breakup, back together to the 20th power. Possibly going to Iraq, they say I'm not, 15 days till they leave they tell me to pack my bags I'm going. Get to Iraq, Windy, dusty, lots of chances to get lead poisoning, less chance to die of lung cancer, pick up smoking. Run into a friend from tech school just in time to almost lose my head on a convoy AND have my girlfriend leave me, two days before Christmas. Seeing the doc... We come home... finally. We're back together, we're apart, she wants me outta her life. I dunno the problem. Hospitalized for a migraine. Had this for two months. 11 medications later they find 2 that work, kinda. Date another psycho girl. 21st Birthday, why am I suddenly drinking less? Ex dating a guy I work with. They are talking shit. Jason's wedding, meet Cory, wow, she seems really cool but she's from Kansas. Visit home for the first time in forever. Back to base, Jason goes to Iraq. I'm accused of harassing my ex. She calls my boss tells him it's bullshit. Starts harassing me. I complain and she files a complaint against me. Pass my certification, gonna take Criminal Investigations on the internet this semester. Nik ain't around to screw my classes this time, (just kidding). All I think that about brings us all up to date. Wow, is that improper English or what? I'd fail any of my english classes for turning that it... :-p

current mood: sleep deprived

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Saturday, February 15th, 2003
11:20 am - Wow
Holy Shee-it, this thing still works. Absolutely amazing. Well I'm gonna start writing my novel here once I get my computer to new mexico. Ciao

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Monday, April 2nd, 2001
10:56 am - Happy, Happy, Happy, Happy....
Yo! The world is good, sorta. Nikki and I are going out. :-D Unfortunately Izzie seems kinda bummed, perhaps it's due to her birthday tomorrow? I've been trying to find out "what's the deal, yo?" but I can't find her proper phone number! If I ever get in touch with Tay today I'll get it, it also doesn't look like I'm gonna get to see my Nikki today, :-( Why doesn't TAY ANSWER HIS PHONE!?!?!?

current mood: happy

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Monday, March 26th, 2001
1:02 pm - Well now...
Well it's officially official. Senior is once again single. Sasha and I agreed that her lack of free time didn't really allow time for a serious relationship between the two of us and we should just stay friends. Heartbroken? Nah. Never gave my heart away. Mildly dissapointed? Sure, who wouldn't be. Gonna get over it quickly? Yeah, why should I mope around, plenty of other people out there that are willing to go out with me... Right? ::swallows nervously:: ;-)

current mood: content

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Saturday, March 24th, 2001
7:19 pm - Hrm,,,
Well things have changed yet again... Got this email from Sasha, not sure how I should interpret it...


hi yeah i'm really disapointed that things between us aren't working out the
way i wanted them to and I feel really bad about it because i seem to have
become super busy and apparently don't have anytime for anyone or anything.
so i would completely understand if you did whatever with whomever,well not
really, but it would make me feel better, i don't know i'm probably crazy do
whatever makes you happy ok
sasha


I like her a lot but then there's the whole thing that I like Nikki, we have more in common, and odds are I'd see her more. ::sighs:: Though now Ms. Ogle is interested in my relationship with Nikki, says Izzie, GAWDS! When did my life become so popular amoung other people. Then finally I'm not even sure how Nikki feels about me so if Sasha and I did break up, rather likely at this point, would Nikki even care to start a relationship? Well we already have one, as friends, but does she feel different about me, gawds, what is the world coming to when a guy can't even figure out how people feel and think about him... Ciao...

current mood: thoughtful

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Saturday, March 17th, 2001
9:59 am - Yesterday Sucked
Well my day kinda sucked yesterday. I told Sarah that I was going out with Sasha and she went postal and blew up at me. Then Sasha, who was online at the time, asked me if something was wrong, I told her, "Yeah there is but I want to wait until Tuesday when I can see you face-to-face to tell you." Then she got pissy and blew up at me too. Ryan suddenly realizes that she may have thought the worst when I said that... Oh gawds, what'd I do?!

current mood: crappy

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Tuesday, March 6th, 2001
10:40 am - Ummmmmmm sure.
Well uhh, yeah, so, like I was saying, well, right, ok, WHAT?! ::yawns:: This is weird, so ya wanna know what's happening in my life?! Well that's currently confidential but after I resolve the current situation I will tell ya, kapech?

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